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| I was going to write a blog about my fear of losing my friend...but put it on myspace instead. |
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| Sometimes one overreacts not out of jealousy or hatred, but out of pure insecurity and paranoia. |
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| Are you ever afraid that you're not with the one you should be? That no matter how much you love someone, maybe they're not the right one for you? Or what if they are and you know it? But are you ever afraid of finding them too soon? What if you want to go back and make some more stupid mistakes and get hurt again? I mean, not that you want to get hurt...but you know...get that rush of insecurity and not know what's to come next. That they could lie to you and crush your heart any second. They've done it before. Why couldn't they do it agian? But you know that deep down inside you don't want to be hurt again. You're just jealous. Like if you're not good enough for someone, what makes their current lover better than you? Why weren't you good enough? Because you had opinions and views and values about things? I guess my poem about him was right... I was me. Not her. ME and I'll never be good enough that way. But who cares right? Because I do have the most amazing guy I've ever met and I'll be fine with him. I love him to death and nothing will ever seperate us. |
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| A girl in love is a powerful weapon. |
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